 allystone91, posted
over a year ago
I broke up with my first serious boyfriend last year, i lost my virginity to him etc, and he had cheated on me with my best friend. I was absoloutly devastated, i really did love him, and it tore ma apart. I started self harming, and sank into depression. It is only now, that im out of the depression, that i can see that i was letting him win. Have your fair share of crying, and days when you want to stay in your pj's, but DO pick yourself up, DONT LET HIM WIN. You can do so much better, he didnt deserve a lovely girl like you, hes an utter asshole, erase him from your life, start a fresh. You musnt let him take over your life, im positive you can do it, dont let him take over. He obviously wasnt right for you, which means your man is still out there, look foward to meeting him in stead of thinking about this loser.
I wont lie here, your going to feel absoloutly dreadful and worthless, used etc, and to some extent i guess you were, but you must take this as a positive step, it will make you stronger, and more aware of people like him.
Dont worry hun, it will turn out okay, just dont let him take over your life. If you want to talk to someone, pm me :)
ally xx
Posted on 13 February 2007 @ 10:6 (London time) - permalink
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