| jimmym, posted
over a year ago
We had the perfect relationship. Always there for eachother, I would take care of her if she was sick, she would do the same for me. we always showed and expressed our feelings for one an other. She asked me to stay away while one of her kids and her were very sick. I respected that, and did what she said. We were in constant contact, told each other that we loved each other, and how much we missed being together. She has a lot of medical issues, very serious ones at that. But I fell in love with her for her, and everything that comes with her.
She sent me an email saying that our relationship is stressing her out too much, and for me to never contact her again. Of coarse, I lost it, I did everything she told me not to do. I stopped now, and gave her what she wanted. The last thing I want to do is stress her out. But I am indeed in love with her. She gave no explanation to why she left. We were in love, I could see it in her eyes, and she saw the same from me. I want her back more than anything. When she broke up with me, she was sick, which worries me more than anything. They say that I shouldn't contact her, but I want to? They say that she needs to think about things and that she will contact me when shes ready. How long will that take? She has limited time, due to her health. I wanted to be the one to hold her hand and make her just as happy as she has made me feel throughout our relationship. I love her and I know its never going to fade. It hurts more than anything...
Posted on 16 January 2009 @ 5:43 (London time) - permalink
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