Miserable

Ok so on December 15th i caught my boyfriend with another girl. We've been dating on and off for over 4 and half years. We broke up in May, and we still were talking, having sex, and hanging out. In july i find out he is talking to some other girl, and decided to take the next flight to Italy. I went to Italy for a month and lost all contact with him, which i think was the best thing for me to do. I come back 2 days later he sends me a message on AIM asking me how my trip was, and so on. We decided to meet up in person, and he cried and told me he messed up big time and needed me in his life because i was his eevrything and he really loved me. Me the fool believed him and told him that if anything happens again, we are done for good. His home life is a complete mess and his mother ends up kicking him out, luckily my grandmother has an apartment in her house. So he was living there, working with my father, and bascially living off of me. He had everything. I find him on December 15th with the girl he was talking too in the summer, and ended all ties with him. I havent heard from him in a month, and feel like shit because i really truly love him. I know hes not the one for me, but all i think about is him. What do i do? please help!!

Posted on 14 January 2009 @ 5:15 (London time) - permalink
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