sooo confused and in need of help please

i have been with my boyfriend for 2 years now. we used to get on like a house on fire, mainly because we're so alike and into the same things. even when the "honeymoon period" wore off we were ok, but ive noticed that we argue more recently than ever... he is 5years older than me, and eevn though i have string feelings for him, i feel he has more expirience and that im yet to do most of the things he has done. i have cheated, although he knows and was good about it. im not proud, but always thought of it as something i had to do bcos its like i need to grow up and go out and do the "norm".. even if i am with him. thing is, im not sure whether i should just leave it now.. i dont know whether it would just be easier all round. i say i love him but in truth i dont even know what love is and even more truth-i dont really want to be tied down and love anyone but me right now! i have so much i want to do, and i guess i just like having someone to come home to (even though i have strong feelings for him which makes it so hard to make the decision!) please help, i need advice quickly, thank you

Posted on 22 April 2006 @ 1:43 (London time) - permalink
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my sistution is a bit like urs.ive been with my hubby for 14yrs and im convused over wot to do but ive staying strong and told him the way i feel ive not told him every thing as i dont want to hurt him coz hes a kind and gentle man hes brill with the kids but im not feeling the same for him as i would off 3 yrs ago im 30 and feel like i got married to young and had kids to young as well so im gunna go out and live my life and also get to grips with dealing with the kids and giving them a gd life

Posted on 7 August 2006 @ 14:2 (London time) - permalink
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